About
A lot has changed since I originally began writing these incessant blurbs and ramblings. I’m not sure really what to say about it at this point. In some ways, things have turned out for the better. In others, I can’t say that’s the case.
I still find myself in that struggle to be in charge of the outcome of my own life. Yet, sometimes I find myself still wanting to live by accident and just wait for life to happen around me. But I’m taking control in a lot of areas of my life. Some things I’ve had to learn to let go of, but it isn’t easy. I still want to take charge and fight for what I believe is supposed to be. But at this point, I just can’t. In the past half a year since I began this page, I’ve learned what it means to live in the present. A present devoid of the past, without emphasis on the future. To just live each day to it’s fullest, enjoying everything it has to offer and the many people that the day brings to you along the way. I’ve learned that there is always a lesson to be learned, even if it’s not one we want to be taught.
But for all that I am, I’m still the same person I always was. I’m still a man with a heart of gold. I’m still a father with a love that will see no end. I’m still a friend. Still a lover and a fighter. Just with a better understanding and purpose for the direction of my thoughts.
